Procrastination of Thoughts

Have you ever had so many thoughts, rambled thoughts to be exact, but you cannot even start with the first word/s to describe those silly thoughts?

YES?

NO?

YES?

I even mentioned thoughts three times in one sentenced. Tsk. .

Well, I’ve got some problems with that. Hindi na yata ako marunong magsulat nang hindi tungkol sa trabaho. You see, I write for a living and sometimes I feel the “burn out” phase. Parang ngayon lang. I don’t know exactly what I’m feeling. Ang dami kong dapat umpisahan regarding work but here I am, typing shit. Lilipas din naman siguro ‘to. Baka kulang lang sa tulog kasi ilang gabi na rin na hindi okay yung sleeping pattern ko. On and off, parang mag-syota lang na hindi maka-decide kung maghihiwalay ba for good or tuloy lang experiment sa kung sino ang unang bibitaw. But seriously, I’m having bad sleeping pattern last week and I hate it. Sisisihin ko ang humid weather sa gabi. Wala kaming aircon sa bahay kaya kapag mainit ang panahon, mainit rin sa loob ng bahay. Parang summer these days kapag walang ulan. Gusto ko ulit bumalik ng Baguio kahit kagagaling ko lang dun two weeks ago.

Kaninang umaga, I had two meetings and they went well naman. I felt productive but still, I don’t know. I’m currently doing some slides for coaching sa work this week. Less than 20 slides lang naman for the first subject matter kaso di ko pa rin tapos. I’ve got two more subjects that needed slides but my mind is out of focus. On top of that, I’ve got new task due in two weeks. I have no idea anong uunahin ko sa new task.

OMG! Naalala ko na naman ‘yong inflation rate ng Pinas, tumataginting na 6.4 percent. Tumaas na naman yung UV Express pamasahe ko ng 5 pesos, twice this year na ha.

Anyway, I wanna share these couple of songs that are on loop for several days now:

1. HELPLESS – RICO BLANCO

This one was in the album Your Universe and sana pala na-discover ko ‘to before pa.

2. NIGHTSHIFT – TANDEMS ’91

Fan ako ng local musician since they released their first couple of tracks four years ago. Check their “At Last”

3. PARADOX – DRIED CASSAVA

They’re Indonesian indie band. Nakakatuwa, first time ako makarinig ng Indonesian music, at indie pa. Trip ko ‘to.

4. SIMPLE, STARVING TO BE SAFE – DAPHNE LOVES DERBY

5. STEP OUT – José González

Sana ma-achieve ko rin yung napuntahan ni Walter!

6. MAYBE – Jensen Gomez & Reese Lansangan

I always pick the saddest songs. Chos!

7. ALL WE DO FOR LOVE – BENNY SINGS

“Is it worth it / Can we prove its existence”

8. PROTOTYPE – OutKast

One of the best ng OutKast.

9. SPARKS – Coldplay

One of my faves sa Parachute album.

10. GRAVITY – John Mayer

This is a live version and way better than the album version, in my opinion. Two weeks ago, nasa Baguio ako and we visited the Baguio Craft Brewery, and there’s duo performing and one of their songs on the set was this song.

11. I MELT WITH YOU – Richard Cheese

Short but super suave this version. ❤

12. ALL NIGHTER – Franco

Pang-diinan. Hahaha!

13. DO YOU EVER THINK OF ME – Corinne Bailey Rae

14. GET TO KNOW YOU – Mayer Hawthorne

Son, this man knows his Motown roots.

15. CROSS MY HEART – Everything But the Girl

I just love the song. Melody-wise, this song stays forever on my list.

 

His Lovely Wildflower

This short story is a creation of my guy BFF and I thought I’d post it. Of course with his permission. He’s very much in love I can tell. I’m not sure if this is 100% fiction or partly his lovely real-life story. 😉 Enjoy!

 

Story Idea 1: Mountain Top R-18 Conversation

EXT: MOUNTAIN TOP/SUMMIT – DAY

Nasa summit ng isang bundok sina Jade at Tonyo. Jade, 30, works in a corporate company, pero di halatang 30 na sya. Single and no BF for 7 years. Tonyo, 36, works as graphic designer/photographer. Single for 4 years. Both of them ay ayaw ng relasyon.

Wala pa ata sa sampu ang mga hikers na nasa summit dahil weekday. Parehong nakaupo ang dalawa habang nag-uusap.

 

Lies! Lies!

“I SWEAR TO TELL THE TRUTH” – LIES OF COMMISSION

If someone tells you something that is not a fact then we call this a lie of commission. This type of lie is telling someone something that is simply not true. You’re twisting the truth to create a (usually more favorable) version of something that happened.
Suppose I knew it was raining outside and you asked me about the weather. “Oh no problem, it’s perfectly sunny outside!” You would now be making a decision to dress for sunny weather based on the wrong information you were given.

“THE WHOLE TRUTH” – LIES OF OMISSION

Another type of lie is one where you leave out an important part of information, hence the name lie of omission. In this lies, someone omits an important detail from a statement. These are nasty lies because they’re harder to spot and take less effort from the person who is lying.

Every now and then, we are faced with the fact that we lie; we can and will be our choice whether to comfort or protect us or whatever our reasons may be. In the same way, we became the receiving end of lie/s whether we accept it or not.

 

Instant Crush

May crush na ulit ako!