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Love Letter ni Kimmy sa Boypren

Hi Boypren,

Teka, bago ko umpisahan ang aking love letter (naks, love letter!) eh gusto kong sabihin na first time ‘ko na gumawa nito. Hindi ko alam kung tama ba or kailangan bang may formula or structure pag sumusulat ng love letter. Pero ang importante ‘yong nilalaman. Agree ka? Oo ka na lang ha.

Sige, heto na.

Mahal kita.

Alam mo, sa unang pagkakataon, nasabi ko rin ‘yan. Kahit ako medyo nagulat eh, dahil kahit sa magulang o kaibigan ko hindi ko pa nasabi ‘yan. Hindi ako sanay. Nahihirapan ako, ‘yon ang totoo. Siguro dahil dinadaan ko lang sa gawaing bahay, sa pagta-trabaho, sa mga simpleng regalo kapag na-trip-an kong magbigay.

At simula noong unang beses na sinabi ko ‘yan sa ‘yo, kahit paano ay nasasabi ko na ‘yan sa mga talagang minamahal kong kaibigan at sa magulang ko syempre. Naisip ko tuloy, kailangan ibang tao pa ang magbigay ng lakas ng loob sa’kin para lang masabi ‘yan.

Mahal kita.

Ewan. Hindi ako sigurado kung ano ang dahilan bakit mahal kita. Kailangan bang may dahilan? Specific reason tulad sa Math problems? Siguro’y makulit ka at napapatawa ako sa mga hirit mo? Marahil lagi kang ngumingiti kapag magkausap tayo? Baka naman dahil ang daldal mo, panay ang kuha ko ng mga trivia sa’yo? O dahil siguro ikaw ang pinaka-open minded at flexible na taong nakilala ko? Ah ewan, hindi ako sigurado. Kung alin man dyan ang dahilan ay iisa pa rin ang bagsak nyan, mahal kita.

At sa parehong paraan na hindi ko alam kung kailan ko naramdamam na mahal kita. Sige, sabihin na natin na may saktong petsa kung kailan ko sinabi ‘yong Mahal Kita, pero bago pa ‘yon ay sigurado na ‘ko na naramdaman ko na ‘yan, hindi lang talaga ako sigurado kailan nagsimula. Kailangan ko pa bang alamin? Hindi naman na siguro, iisa pa rin ang bagsak nyan, mahal kita.

Mahal kita.

Simula nang makilala kita, ang dami ko nang natutunan sa’yo. May mga nagbago sa’kin. Isa na siguro ang ‘yong perspective ko sa mga iilang bagay. Hindi mo man nakikita o napapansin, nadadala ko ‘yong way of thinking mo sa mga nangyayari sa’kin at sa mga taong nakakakasama ko. May hinala ako eh, lumalakas ata ang impluwensya mo sa’kin. Masama ba ‘yon? Marahil ay hindi, basta ba mabuting bagay ang nagiging bunga.

Mahal kita.

Gustong gusto ko kung paano natin hinahayaan na maging malaya ang isa’t isa. Alam mo ‘yon, hindi tayo nagmamando sa kung ano ang dapat gawin ng bawat isa. In short, hindi tayo selfish. We let each other grow as an individual. may sariling espasyo at oras para sa ibang bagay at tao. Ganito naman dapat, diba?

Mahal kita.

Alam mo bang nawawala ang mga ilang inhibitions ko sa buhay? Ayan, sinabi ko na. Alam mo na rin siguro kung ano ‘yan.

Mahal kita.

Madalas, hindi ko namamalayan na humihiling na ‘ko na sana magtagal ang lahat nang ito. Na sana hindi tumigil ang pagtibok ng puso mo para sa akin. Na sana hindi tayo magsawa. Na sana kaya ‘kong kontrolin ang damdamin ko ‘pag nasosobrahan na at maaaring makasakal sa’yo, sa atin. Corny man basahin ‘to pero totoong ‘yan ang mga iilang bagay na dagdag sa wish list ko. Nakatengga na ‘yong wish list ko, ngayon ko na lang naungkat sa baul. Ikaw kasi.

Masaya ako, sobrang saya na minsan hindi ko maipaliwanag. Kulang ang salita para ilarawan ‘yong saya ng pagmamahal na mayroon ako para sa’yo.

Mahal kita.

Hindi ko na alam ang susunod na sasabihin ko. Hindi rin ako sigurado kung nasabi ko na ba lahat nang gusto kong sabihin o kung may kulang pa. Basta mahal kita.

Hindi mo kailangang sagutin ang love letter ‘ko, ok na ‘ko ‘pag nalaman kong natanggap at nabasa mo ‘to.

Kimmy

 
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Posted by on July 7, 2015 in Made Up Stories

 

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Kung Minsan

Kung minsan, gusto mong hilingin na magtagal ang isang bagay
Bilang sa kamay ang minsanang pagpapatangay
Sana’y matupad. Sana’y matugunan. Sana’y maghatid ng ligaya.
At sana, hindi puro SANA ang susunod na litanya.

 
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Posted by on June 19, 2015 in Made Up Stories, Rants and Raves

 

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Sagada Trip Invite

Sagada 3D/2N

Sagada 3D/2N

I know ang tagal na nung last na post ko. Na-busy lang. Na-miss ko rin naman ang WordPress bahay ko. Anyway, hindi yan ang topic ngayon.

I’m inviting all of you (na followers at nagbabasa ng mga entries ko) to our Sagada trip this coming long weekend, May 1-3. You can see the details. So if you have any concerns, you can send your inquiries through the contact details stated above.

Actually, we’re looking for 5 participants na lang, so kung nasa Manila/Pinas ka naman at walang gagawin pa this weekend, sama na. 🙂

Thanks! Taralets! 🙂

 
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Posted by on April 28, 2015 in Travel

 

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Appeal VS Looks

This is just an initial assessment and based on what I am seeing now.

I recently met someone and this someone actually belongs to a group of three people whom I started a good friendship (hopefully my instinct is right) with for the past couple of weeks and one of them is really a dear friend. The person involved in this entry looks normal and nothing is really noticeable except for the goatee, which is an inch longer (now) compared to normal ones of typical Pinoys. His ritual is cut the goatee in New Year and let it grow for six months or so, until it reaches his chest part. The goatee makes him appealing (in all possible ways) and authoritative, I guess.

This someone is not really handsome, not even the cute word can be associated with him. He even claimed that he already accepted the fact that’s he’s not one of those men who would actually look like decent. Jokingly, he said that he can be mistaken as a robber. Mukhang hindi gagawa ng mabuti. I retorted with a laugh when I read that message because this man really knows how to make fun of himself and he’s totally cool with it. Zero fucks were given to people who actually judged him based on his looks.

What’s more interesting about this man is that he’s loaded with real-talk humor and carefully laid green jokes (which I don’t mind, really) for his companions. He’s the kind of man who would rather chill out everyday than talk about life’s excess baggage. He still talks about problems but doesn’t really give a serious shit. And I want to quote him, “Pain is temporary” and he does know what kind of pieces of advice he would give to a problematic person. He may be harsh most of the time (words, point of reference, comparison), but he definitely contributes something valuable to the other party. I’ve seen him giving reasonable and sound advice to people who need it.

This is how I see him and this impression is really a good one. He may not be a handsome guy, but he definitely carries himself with confidence full of humor and substance, making him MORE APPEALING than any other men I’ve known. And definitely yes, his goatee sets one notch higher of becoming an appealing guy.

P.S. Nakakagigil ‘yong goatee nya! Ang sarap hilahin. Hahahaha! 😀

 
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Posted by on March 21, 2015 in Rants and Raves

 

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Films for December and January

Finally, I’m updating my movie archive. Yehey! 🙂

Here they are:

1. Penelope by Mark Palansky. 2006.

Penelope 2006

2. Purok 7 by Carlo Obispo. 2013.

Purok 7

3. About Time by Richard Curtis. 2013.

About Time

4. Drinking Buddies by Joe Swanberg. 2013.

Drinking Buddies

5. Forgetting Sarah Marshall by Nicholas Stoller. 2008.

Forgetting Sarah Marshall

6. Annie Hall by Woody Allen. 1977.

Annie Hall

7. I Love You Phillip Morris by Glenn Ficarra and John Requa. 2009.

I Love You Phillip Morris

8. We’re the Millers by Rawson Marshall Thurber. 2013.

We're the Millers

9. Eurotrip by Jeff Schaffer. 2004.

Eurotrip

10. Two Night Stand by Max Nichols. 2014.

Two Night Stand

11. Borat by Larry Charles. 2006.

Borat

12. Kick Ass by Matthew Vaughn. 2010.

Kick Ass

13. Kick Ass 2 by Jeff Wadlow. 2013.

Kick Ass 2

14. Begin Again by John Carney. 2013.

Begin Again

15. The Babadook by Jennifer Kent. 2014

The Babadook

16. The Interview by Evan Goldberg and Seth Rogen. 2014.

The Interview

17. Pluto by Su-won Shin. 2012.

Pluto Korean Movie

18. Breaking Upwards by. 2009.

Breaking Upwards

19. Pineapple Express by David Gordon Green. 2008.

Pineapple Express

20. Lola Versus by Daryl Wein. 2012.

Lola Versus

There you go, guys! 🙂

 
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Posted by on January 31, 2015 in Movies & Television

 

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